How do i feel?

After i read mei yi's blog i got all sad and sentimental. lol. My primary school life had always been sucky. Can't really think of great memories there.....It made me realise how childish i am when i'm young and why children behave that. hehe. pri sch life had been boring as i don't haf close frenz and stuffs. even till sec sch, its the same. I have frenz back stabbing me and stuffs, when the frenz that i trusted betrayed me. how would one feel?? that occured during my lower sec sch life. My upper sec sch life had been a great one, from there on, i found truely great frenz whom i can trust and believe on. To trust some one requires the other to treasure it to. I'm always trying to remain hopeful, though from there i got disappointed instead some times. Just like what audrey did. times and times she disappointed me. but every different day i'll get hopeful again. but now i'm starting to get sick of it......y make the effort when the other dun. I got hopeful of faz coz i could see the effort she is making to come to sch everyday, even if she is coming late, she will still make it. but y couldn't the other be that too......I'm a person who's very particular abt studies. I believe that one should always COME to school, attend lesson and do their HW. thats me. becoz onli from that then we will learn. of course there are times in which we must share with each other so as to learn from each other. not by resorting to copying and not coming to lecture, then complaining and telling me that they do not understand.

today received a phone call, so call win or selected for a $550 makeover lah. seems lucky of me. lol. or maybe the ppl see my form whereby i dun makeup dun this dun that till they choose me bah. HAHAHA. means lao tu. most prob going on WED with mama(hopefully) and papa. coz i under 21 mah, so no choice. hehe

The sch tour actually frightens me leh...coz its such a big grp i scared cannot ans their qn i lao kui. haha. then some of their way of writing i dun understand. must clarify. hehe. but then its a way of getting exp to prepare myself for open house. which hopefully will be a fun event. hehe.

better stop writing. if not tomolo cannot wake up. It will be an EXTREMELY long day tomolo lor. better slp le. NITEZ